Pseudoephedrine is my Nemesis
When you have a significant sinus infection, the thing you
reach for is Sudafed or Zyrtec D – job done! Well I can’t do that, at night anyway.
If I take it in the day time it leaves me all discombobulated, but I can cope
with that. However, at night it turns me into a tossing and turning mess, with
excessive anxiety-laden dreams and when I wake up, I feel like I’ve been
punched in the face!
The problem is, if you can’t sort out your sinus, you can’t
sleep. If you can’t sleep, you can’t get better. So it’s a catch-22 that does
my head in every time. When I feel a sinus infection coming on, I immediately turn
into the biggest moaning, unhappy bitch on the planet, because I know there is
NOTHING I can do about it. I just want it over – right now, this very minute
and that is all.
Every time a sinus infection crops up, I scan the Island for
possible options to help me out. I’ve tried every natural remedy available, and
I’ve also tried the medicines that do not have pseudoephedrine included – the doctors
always assure me they are exactly the same. BOLLOCKS. They are not the same.
And when pseudoephedrine isn’t even breaking through the road block, the
alternative options don’t stand a chance. Trust me, I know.
But then I consider what it was like in the days before we
had so many drugs to choose from. Can you imagine having some of the illnesses
we regularly encounter today even 100 years ago – with no central heating available
(not that this is an issue in Singapore) - where you either got over it or the
most simple of maladies quite simply killed you? I am glad to be alive today
that’s for sure, even if it means suffering a pseudoephedrine hell-night occasionally…
It could be much worse after all.
So I sit here teary-eyed and itchy-nosed, with little expectation
of a good night tonight, and I have a silent hope the antibiotics kick in quickly – because that’s the only
way I can get rid of sinus infections – always reminding myself that life is
pretty great, there’s nothing worth moaning about because I am a lucky gal, and
perhaps slowing down a little bit for a couple of days won’t be a bad thing for
me to do after all?
I just wish I wasn’t so bloody sensitive to today’s drugs
and chemicals. Life would be a lot easier if I didn’t have so much to avoid.
With that, any suggestions to share minus pseudoephedrine?
Yours, without the bollocks
Andrea
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